I am 52. Happily married. Good, well-paying job. Great house. Every major expense is paid off. Car, house; and even my credit cards are paid off every month. I do have sorrows; like losing my Dad and my friend Carol, and losing my pets. But generally I have nothing to complain about.
Except.... there are a few people from my past who I wish bad things upon. One is my former boss. I had a dream about her last night that was vivid. When I woke up I wondered if maybe she was dead. I hoped she had died. But, alas, I don't see any mention of an obituary on google. She made my life miserable during the time I worked for her.
The other is my former husband. I wish bad things for him. I want him to suffer like I suffered during the time we were married. Ugh, just thinking about him makes my skin crawl. Why can't he be dead? But alas, anything I can find about him on the internet, it sounds like he is doing well. Dammit. I want him dead. Is that too much to ask?
Maybe if there is a God, my wanting them both dead is frowned upon, so he/she/it will make sure they live long and fruitful lives. Perhaps.
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